"I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt"

--Hurt by Johnny Cash....good song

lets see... today wasnt bad, dint really do much. i did go biking for a couple hours with pat harris, a senior at our school.  we bike around AU for a while and i jumped this 8 stair thats been pissing me off for  a while cause the landing is sketchy but i finaly got the guts to do it. then we went to tenly and jumped this 4ft platform by Wilson High School then we went on to Deal, where we built a big ass ramp that quite frankly scared the shit outa me. so i did it and damn was it fun. o and i got the last few shots necessary to finish my edit. its not bad i have a good shot of some guy we meet jumping off a giant green chair and matt jumping and falling into the snow. so my video is finaly done and for my next one i think im either gonna use the song sandstorm by darude or walk by pantera... it should be good. also i was thinking of names for my friends's band and some how came up with erectile reptile among other wierd and random names. so that was my day......